How you'll always be here next to me to wipe away my tears

Everything that could ever go wrong has gone wrong at some time
if only we were brighter, just a little, a little will do
why do we realize the value of what we have lost after they are gone
now why do we even bother
if only we were brighter, just a little, a little will do

it's funny how someone so close to me can turn out to be my greatest enemy
you are a fucking disgrace
shame on you

it's four in the fucking morning
i should be asleep i am so sleepy but i am half awake
the weekend is here, once again
i passed my interview and i passed my audition, i managed to enter rpws
goodnight

i am thankful
but
i am doubting your forever